riley

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 01:50:13 GMT

its not how many times you fall down, it's how many times you get back up.

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 15:29:16 GMT

for the first time in a really long time i dont feel like myself. and i have nobody to talk to about it. nobody to talk to. thats the worst part. i can tell people everything they want to know except how i'm really feeling.

life has taken so many negative turns that i'm not even in the same world anymore. so i'm sleepwalking through just about everything.

i'm pretty sure i fractured my thumb.

lifetime and against me were great. i wish you could have been there.

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 17:46:54 GMT

every year i forget why i hate my birthday

and then every year i remember again

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 00:51:26 GMT

im sorry to anyone who came to my house on friday and then had to leave

i dont have anything to say about the situation except that i hope something like that never happens again and i hope i never have to treat friends like i was had to

other than that, i couldnt have asked any better of this weekend. i miss the way things used to be and i fucking miss my friends.

hello friends

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 00:34:16 GMT

bring costumes, silly string, toilet paper, confetti, party hats, party gifts, pinatas, beer, drugs, the mosh, food, cake, money, cardboard weapons and other props, greased lightning, brownies, trampolines, slip n slides, bubble wrap, bubble machines, mosh potatoes, smoke machines, punch, pie, disco lights, sockem boppers, moon shoes, a petting zoo, etc etc.

i hope everyone can come out. after party at my house too.

marykate is pretty nice
tigers are in the world series
michigan is #2

life is good except for school.....not so good.

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 00:14:12 GMT

HAHAHAHA WHAT IS WRONG WITH SOME OF MY FRIENDS!?

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 22:56:36 GMT

i hope the city of austin burns to the ground

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 03:47:41 GMT

hey nice hair.

Mon, 08 May 2006 20:29:39 GMT

life is good. i turned 20 a couple weeks ago. so now recently a few people have said "you're 20 now." i think it implied that i need to grow up and think about a career. they've said that for a couple years now. its obvious that adults hate youth so they are working against us to bring the age of growing up back down to like 13. okay thats an exaggeration, but i thought about how i've lived maybe what will be only a quarter of my life. so, i'm not ready to grow up yet, so i'm not going to try. obviously that doesnt meant im abolishing any responsibilities i have.

i got a job at best buy.
metalfest was great.

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 04:30:56 GMT

THIS
FUCKING
BLOWS

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 11:02:46 GMT

tour is pretty awesome
i know it only been three days but it has been so ridiculous/stupid/fun that i'll never forget it

i really miss marykate thought
everytime i've slept i've actually had dreams about cuddling her

mobile was tonight. fuck racsist assholes
birmingham tomorrow roll tide

ppplbebottom maple saiucer est

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 07:57:56 GMT

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Sat, 03 Dec 2005 23:54:26 GMT

why i love marcus

hermythepenguin: the best for me was when we were in the car and you (accidentally) said "nigger" and then was like NO MARCUS IM SORRY
hermythepenguin: and you licked my knuckles and were sucking on them
sparta nriley: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA
hermythepenguin: THAT was awkward
hermythepenguin: and then you were like "dont hate me...."
hermythepenguin: and you whispered in my ear AGAIN: "youre my best friend!!!"
hermythepenguin: and pinky promised me for whatever reason

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 18:35:55 GMT

billy cundiff,

thanks for ruining what would have been a perfect thanksgiving.

hunter veirs,

i put dog poop up your nose. photo evidence will be revealed shortly.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 22:31:47 GMT

WHY AM I SO GAY

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 23:24:23 GMT

i love marykate she is pretty much the coolest person in existance

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 03:55:05 GMT

so i have mono. and hepatitis.

im going in tomorrow to find out exactly what type of hepatitis. its not the kind where i have a chance of dying though, so i guess thats good?

well, at least i dont have to take the medicine that makes me fucking throw up all the time.

and my life is basically shit now. because until i get better theres:

-no alcohol
-pretty much no hanging out at all
-no recording
-possibly no metalfest, tulsa muderfest, and even fallcore
-no school....so if this lasts longer than like...2 weeks...my entire semester is ruined

i'm pretty miserable.
hopefully marykate, andrew, or any of my friends dont get this either.

but the doctor says i could have had this up to a year without any symptoms? so im really really hoping that that means i could be at the end of it?

goddamnit i hate this.

i wrote a song today

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 15:47:12 GMT

woke up this morning!
(oh yeah!)
its almost the weekend!
(woo woo!)
look down and what do i see?
(what?)

A BIG FUCKING RASH ALL OVER ME
(goddamnit)

thats about it. but its pretty awesome how the doctor gave me medicine and i was supposed to be alright but no im having an allergic reaction and my throat hurts and my neck hurts even worse than ever. so now i have to miss class i need to go to, and go back home to the doctors. this is probably just going to ruin my weekend. fuck this.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 03:46:29 GMT

college sucks

well, classes at least. but i'll hang in there. i always do.

seeing marykate just about every day, and hanging out with almost every one of my friends on the weekends is awesome. beyond words. RAGE.

i just wish it were summer so daniel, hunter, and skyler would be here more often. i only got to see danyo for 15 minutes on saturday. i think after all our band agenda stuff gets taken care of i'll try and go, hopefully jeff too, up to arkansas. or maybe the other way around since norman is only a couple hours from here.

my nodes in mah neck are fucking swollen to all hell. it really hurts and i hope im not going to die. im going to the doctor on tuesday though. got'damn infections.

i think im starting to talk like marcus more. its kind of irritating. probably because im not black? all i know is that, when im drunk, i call ben "nigga ben". whatever.

we're in the recording process, and im really excited. its going to sound really good and im really pushing for this to turn out big for us. kelly clarkson cover is going to rip.

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 02:38:07 GMT

oh yeah i forget to post about how at ihop after the show in dallas where the following happened with the ihop goths:

- two ugly ugly ugly goth girls go into the bathroom alone with a video camera
- one guy is actually carried into the ihop via bodybag and is unzipped and summoned out of it
- horribly disgusting goth girls wearing thongs pull up to their rib cages
- having one of them moon us, only for everyone to vomit violently
- upsetting the goths to the point where one wearing running mascara threatens to beat us up and "suck a fart out of his ass" only to get up and tell on us to a police officer
- said off duty police officer telling us to leave, somehow threatening us with aggrivated assault ("that'll get you 50 years in a state pen"), yelling at jerome to get in his car and jerome almost getting "arrested" because jeff was nowhere to be found to unlock the car

prett awesome. it just ended too early.
hopefully we'll be back next sunday.

finally

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 02:29:10 GMT

we went to tulsa this weekend. overrall it was alot of fun. it was me, melvin, and the guys from bitter end in the van +guitars and stuff. it was cramped but it wasnt unbearable. then the rest of balls out was in jeffs car, and some of the kids like us guys, kayla, and cooter, were in kaylas truck. we saw a tornado touch down while driving in texas...that was pretty crazy. it was good getting to know the guys in bitter end better. we all get along really well i think.

as for tulsa, its a pretty crappy city, and the "scene" is kind of weird. its mostly girls who dont look very...classy. the guys there seemed cool even though i only talked to a handful. joseph made fun of a slutty looking girl with drawn on eyebrows saying "i wonder if she when she gets mad she has to erase them and draw angry ones". there was a 13 year old kid there named mo who moshed and wore a shirt that said "get fucked" on it. i've seriously wondered if he has parents. we had fun at the show, i think people recieved us well even though i dont think we were really what they are into. bitter end, anchors away, and kids like us were all really really good. i did something during klu i probably shouldnt have. so im sorry for that. jeff had to leave after the show for work so that was a bummer.

back at rhys' apartment, where we were staying, kayla got sucker punched in the eye. that was pretty much the most exciting thing that happened after the show. it was really boring so i drank alot of beer, and walked up to christina and lars talking about getting a hotel room, they asked if i wanted to go, and without really thinking, i went. leaving everyone behind. the hotel room was really cramped and we had to be really quiet because the room was facing the front office and they only thought 3 people were staying in it. i feel asleep and then woke up to a phone call telling us we were supposed to check out an hour ago.

by going to the hotel room, i had inadvertantly pissed everyone in my band off. i was pretty much in the right place at the right time when they asked, and thinking back now i probably shouldnt have gone. but in my inebriation it sounded like a good idea. i kind of feel bad about it because i can understand why they would be mad, but im pretty sure they all would have done the same thing had it been them. sober or not. we're not all that noble, and it only makes sense to want better accomodations. i think everyone gets way too butt hurt too easily and it gets really frustrating sometimes. although in my frustration i did rub it in and i shouldnt have and i am sorry for that. but its pretty hard to do anything about it especially when some people wont even bother talking to me about it. then we all play the game of "who can subtley piss off the other person more". this isnt my formal apology but i dont really want to talk to them unless they want to talk to me. so im kind of just sitting here thinking about it.

the ride back home sucked, mostly just because i was exhausted and neigborhood was up to his antics. to be honest though, we'd probably all go insane and tear each other apart if it werent for him. his horrible tomfoolery, like taping josephs hands to the steering wheel, or putting tons of gel in my hair, somehow keep the mood light and keeps our heads level. thats why i really consider him a part of the band and dont want to go anywhere without him. even if my balls are bruised from him kicking them all weekend. i love melvin plumpkin.

i hardly ever update, theres so much shit going on in my life...but this is all i really felt like talking about. im excited for school and excited living with andrew. not excited about other friends being back at school or further away from me. its pretty goddamn depressing.

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 05:06:11 GMT

i love marykate not that stupid brainless worthless hippie loving girl lol

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 23:21:42 GMT

i got pinkeye
the doctor says it can come from feces
must be too much bullshit in my life

damn that was lame

and i actually needed to work and get money too, bummer.

Sun, 08 May 2005 01:10:44 GMT

this has, hands down, been the worst fucking birthday/weekend that i could ever imagined possible. its like everything that i love has somehow been stripped from me for an indefinite period of time. honestly, the only way to make it worse would be for somebody to die or for my car to explode. because something has somehow gone horribly fucking wrong in every other part of life. goddamn.

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 04:43:54 GMT

YO COME TO MY BIRTHDAY PARTY ON SATURDAY

ITS AT CRAIGS AND EVERYONE IN THE WORLD IS INVITED

edit:
everyone pitch in and buy me these